Saturday, September 11, 2010

Getting Back On The Saddle

It's been so busy these past few weeks. Sophia started kindergarten and Este started preschool. Sophia's AYSO is in full swing and Este is potty training. Lance is busy, so grateful. I love my family!

I have to admit I have been a bit melancholy, I have been away from design for too long and I really want to have a 3rd baby and spend more quality time with the kids. So what do I do...start baking, it always makes me feel more in control and focused and I can't explain why.

I really do not have any reason to be melancholy, but rather I just need to pull my "inner-Lance Armstrong and charge once more. I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and start living. I need to stop "sleeping" and wake up and smell everything not just coffee. I heard on the radio today: Rachel Ray put it simply and very wisely, "money should not determine how rich of a quality your life is, you still can live a very rich life without so much money!" I might not have quoted her word for word, but you catch my drift.

So starting right now, no more feeling sorry for myself. I have lot going right for me, I believe and trust in myself and my legs can still run 6.1 miles as they did today. Wake up and wake up early! Peace and love!